I feel your pain. I am the same. But I was lucky to meet a couple of mums. Couple of them are mums of my girl's best friends at school, so we met at school when picking them up. It was covid rules, so we always had to stay on a same spot whilst queuing, 2 meters apart. Start with a little talk about what's happening at school. Other friend I found on a local Facebook page for mums. Someone always asking for a company for a walk with children - as nerve racking it might be at first, you'll find someone in the end with a similar mind. Or if you have a hobby - try local Facebook page for that hobby. Or, if your child young enough to take them to a baby/toddler group, that is a very good option as well. It took me quite a few years to find people who I am comfortable with. Good luck! x